The Pledge Mistress
Copyright 2006 by EC
EC's Erotic Art & Fiction - http://www.ecgraphicarts.com/

(warnings: erotic discipline, sex between adults, medical fetish, public nudity, 
sexual hazing)

Chapter 11 - A very serious commitment

Lisa decided to rinse off and brush her teeth before settling on her cot for the 
night. She showered as quietly as possible to avoid waking the other pledges, 
shaved her armpits, legs, and pelvis, and finally brushed her teeth as she looked at 
herself in the mirror. Her face was tired, but apart from that she felt that she 
looked pretty good considering everything she had been through over the past 
four days.

She took a closer look at her cheeks to check for signs of blemishes. She was very 
mindful of blackheads, because she had endured a rather severe period of acne 
during her first years in high school. Sure enough, after nearly a week of not 
having time to attend to her face, she found several sizable ones that needed to be 
pinched out of her cheeks. Once that task was completed, Lisa soaped her face 
and rinsed off. She looked at her reflection again. The pinch marks would fade in 
a couple of minutes and her appearance would return to normal, minus the 
offending blackheads. 

Lisa was quite attractive, but that had not always been true. As a teenager she had 
been too tall and too skinny, her teeth covered in braces, and her face and 
shoulders covered with painful pimples. As she thought about her previous 
appearance, her thoughts returned to Mike, her old boyfriend from high school. 
When she contemplated her past she always thought about him, because in Lisas 
life her time in high school and her time with Mike went together. He was the one 
person in high school who was nice to her before her appearance blossomed, her 
only source of fun and social interaction for nearly four years. Yes, it was true 
that he was a bit controlling and way too serious, but he was kind to her most of 
the time and, anyhow, her appearance denied her any other options. When her 
braces came off, her figure filled out, and her acne receded, Mike continued to be 
constantly at her side during her senior year in school. It seemed that he was 
destined to reap the benefits of his kindness and patience and stay with her. 

That certainty came to an abrupt end with the young couple failed to get into the 
university they wanted and decided to study out of state. They left California to 
study in Chicago, which at the time seemed a very logical thing for them to do. 
However, they could not have foreseen that the change of environment and 
personal circumstances very quickly would force them apart.

Lisas exposure to a new city and new people began making her less interested in 
her boyfriend. Her tense relationship with Cecilia Sanchez, who was 
simultaneously a friend and a rival, forced Lisa to become much more assertive in 
her own personality and actions. Lisas relationships with the other residents of 
her dorm floor also forced her to be more assertive, because Cecilia drafted her to 
tutor several freshmen who were struggling in their classes. Lisa became used to 
giving instructions and orders. Over time she was much less willing to take orders 
herself.

Another part of her life that brought about a change in her personality was Lisas 
relationship with the other two members of her small social group, Jason and Ken. 
Cecilias dominance of her boyfriend Jason fascinated Lisa, as did the apparent 
willingness of Ken to experiment with his sexuality. Seeing the other two guys 
close-up made Lisa aware of other sexual possibilities besides Mike.

Lisas feelings towards her former boyfriend and what she wanted in her sexual 
life began to change as the result of a single incident, a game of strip Poker that 
she played back in September with Mike, Jason, and Ken. Lisa easily won and 
ended up in a dorm room with three naked guys. That night her imagination ran 
wild as she made Jason and Ken submit to penalties; forcing them to pose for 
pictures, then ordering them go streaking across the university to the Student 
Center and back. The real fun, however, was when she made Ken do an extra 
penalty. She put her nude friend over her lap and gave him a spanking. She 
completely enjoyed the experience, having a naked guy over her lap while she 
slapped the hell out of him. Lisa was having some real fun as she punished Ken, 
more naughty fun than she ever had enjoyed in her life. What was interesting was 
that Ken enjoyed the spanking as well. Lisa discovered something sexual that she 
really enjoyed doing. 

What ruined the evening for Lisa was Mike. While she was cavorting with Ken 
and Jason, Mike was becoming increasingly jealous and pissed-off. At the time 
she felt bad and was desperate to make it up to him, but deep inside she resented 
not being able to pursue her fantasies because of her damn boyfriend. That seed of 
resentment, planted that night following the Poker game, secretly grew inside 
Lisas soul as the semester progressed.

Mike is so fucking serious and boring. Hes got no imagination at all. He doesnt 
have a clue about having any fun

Shortly after the first Poker game there was another event that changed Lisas 
personality and made her feel even more restricted by her relationship with Mike, 
her participation in the Tri-Alpha nude 10-K campus run. The run was the result 
of a second strip-Poker game, one set up by Cecilia for a specific purpose. Cecilia 
wanted to get some residents from her floor to participate in the race, and decided 
to use a Poker game to recruit her friends into running. In playing Cecilia was 
taking a risk, because she was no better at Poker than Lisa and the two women 
stayed tied almost right up to the end. However, ultimately Lisa made a couple of 
mistakes as the game was about to wrap up and it was she, not Cecilia, who lost 
and had to join the guys in the running event.

At first Lisa and Mike were mortified at the thought of running naked for 10 
kilometers in front of 50,000 university students, professors, and alumni. 
However, Lisas attitude completely changed when she actually managed to win 
the womens division of the race. She cheerfully posed nude for hundreds of 
pictures and realized that she enjoyed being naked in public. Just as the first Poker 
game unlocked Lisas secret sexual desires; the 10-K race unlocked her 
exhibitionist personality. From that point forward she changed her wardrobe and 
dressed very provocatively, always wearing as little as she could without risking 
arrest for indecent exposure. Lisas new manner of dressing made Mike very 
uncomfortable, because her attractive and mostly uncovered body got plenty of 
attention from everyone on campus.

As the fall semester progressed Lisa became more and more impatient with 
anything Mike did. The biggest problem for her was their sexual relationship. 
Mike always made love the exact same way, always between 8:00 p.m. and 9:00 
p.m. and always took the same amount of time to climax. Try as she could, Lisa 
could not get him to experiment with any new positions, let alone explore 
foreplay or any variation such as oral sex or anal intercourse. Finally, by 
December boredom set in and Lisa began fantasizing about having sex with other 
guys. She later realized that by the end of the first semester the breakup with Mike 
was probably inevitable.

Even so, there were plenty of times that Lisa still missed him. He was smart, 
politically aware, and could answer almost any question she had about the world. 
Sometimes she had to keep reminding herself why they had broken up. They had 
gone their separate ways not over jealousy, or betrayal, or any other dramatic 
reason, but simply because the time for their relationship had come and gone. The 
first few months of college changed Lisa, but did not change Mike. As Lisa 
became more outgoing and more confident she got bored. He was smart enough to 
see what was happening, and after just one semester decided to go back to 
California and take Lisa with him. Lisa had no desire to go back, Chicago suited 
her just fine. 

They went home together and had a very tense Christmas dinner at her mother's 
house in Santa Cruz. The break-up happened the day after Christmas. Mike told 
Lisa that he had re-applied to study in Berkeley and this time expected to get in. 
In the meantime he would take community college classes in Santa Cruz. He told 
Lisa to resubmit her application as well, since he knew one of the employees in 
the admissions office and was sure it would be accepted. Lisa responded:

Thats real nice, except theres one problem. I dont want to go to Berkeley. And 
I dont want to sit on my ass taking community college classes until next fall. 
Fuck that!

Well, I dont want to go back to Chicago. Ive told you that several times, and it 
doesnt seem youre listening.

Who said anything about you going back to Chicago? I never said you needed to 
go back there! You can do whatever you want, but dont you go making 
arrangements for my life behind my back! You can go to Berkeley, or Santa Cruz, 
or wherever the fuck else you want to go, but Im going back to Chicago! Tell 
your friend in the admissions department to take my application and stick it up his 
ass!

and so you dont give a damn about our future? About me or anything I want? 
Youre telling me that Chicagos more important than I am?

Thats right, Mike. Thats exactly what Im telling you. Chicagos more 
important to me than you are.

Mikes expression changed. He looked dazed, as if he had been hit over the head 
with a rock. He didnt know what how to respond, because he had not expected 
Lisa to be so blunt with him. 

One of Mikes good points was that he was never willing to do anything that he 
thought would humiliate himself. He had backed himself into a corner, leaving 
only two options. He could cave in, beg Lisa to forgive him, and meekly return to 
Chicago, or get up and leave with the understanding they were breaking up. Either 
way, as far as Lisa was concerned the relationship had ended. Mike realized that 
as well, and did the one thing he could to salvage what was left of his dignity. 
Without saying another word he walked out, knowing that he was leaving behind 
the girl he had dated for the past four years.

Lisa was relieved to see Mike go. He would have disappointed her had he done 
anything else, because his stubbornness was one part of his character that she 
admired. They had drifted apart and broken up, but in spite of everything, Mike 
managed to keep her respect. She couldnt share her life with him, but at least she 
could continue to respect him.

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Less than two weeks later Ken had replaced Mike as Lisa's sexual partner. They 
began as a couple on a bitterly cold January day, after he picked up her from the 
airport and listened to her complaints about her breakup with Mike. They later 
went shopping to pick up some textbooks. A day that stated out as a simple 
shopping trip ended with a bet, a strip Poker game, a spanking, and a night in bed. 

That was the beginning of Lisa's second relationship, one about as different from 
her first relationship as possible. She ended up with a boyfriend who was totally 
unsure of himself, could not match her intellectually, and who she was not 
particularly proud of. However he did the one thing Mike couldn't do; he satisfied 
her sexual desires. Physically she was happy for the entire spring semester, as her 
body reveled in one new sexual experience after another. It was with Ken, not 
Mike, that Lisa learned how satisfying, and addictive, good sex truly could be.

Now Ken was drifting into Lisa's past as well. She wondered...maybe she had 
gone to far with the beatings, that maybe she been too rough on him without 
realizing it. Or maybe he just needed a break. Or maybe he really was gay. 
Anyhow, as Lisa saw it, it really no longer mattered because Ken wasn't her 
problem anymore.

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The front door opened upstairs and Lisa heard multiple pairs of feet come into the 
entryway. Instantly water started running and toilets started flushing as the 
sorority members piled into the bathrooms and got ready for bed. I guess I'd better 
get to bed too, thought Lisa to herself. Stupid me. The one night I have a chance 
to get some extra sleep and here I am looking at myself in the mirror and popping 
zits instead.

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The next morning Lisa had two surprises. First, she was woken by a very quiet tap 
on the shoulder. It was Tracy. When Lisa saw what Tracy was wearing she was 
startled wide awake. Tracy was dressed in Army BDU's (Battle Dress Uniform).

"Don't be so shocked, Pledge. I'm a Reservist and I got drill today. They're 
picking me up in a few minutes, but before I go, you and me gotta talk."

Lisa rolled off her cot and got on her knees.

"Not here. Follow me to the library. And don't make any noise, 'cause I don't want 
to wake the others."

Lisa followed Tracy into the library. Tracy closed the door and sat down. Her 
normal severe appearance was made even more so by her no-nonsense uniform. 
Her BDU's were immaculate and her boots perfectly shined. Lisa noticed three 
stripes on her collar, indicating she already was a sergeant. There were several 
patches on her shoulders and chest, but not being familiar with the military, Lisa 
didnt know their meaning.

Lisa knelt, already concerned that the topic of the conversation was not going to 
be pleasant. The Pledge Mistress got right to the point.

"Pledge, I'm gonna ask you, and you'd better be honest with me, what you did last 
night."

"I went outside in the backyard for a bit, and...Pledge Kathleen joined me, and 
we...spent some time together."

"Having sex?"

"Yes, ma'am."

"Where?"

"By the pool, ma'am, on one of the chaise lounges. I mean...I didn't think there'd 
be a problem, 'cause everyone was gone."

"By the pool. Alright, I suppose I shouldn't be surprised. Now, another question. 
Do you remember the advice I gave you about Pledge Kathleen?"

"Yes, ma'am."

"What was that advice, Pledge?"

"To not rush into anything, ma'am."

"And you chose not to follow my advice."

Lisa felt an overwhelming need to try to explain, but what on earth was she going 
to say? Finally she simply responded:

"No ma'am. I decided not to follow your advice."

And you think you made the right decision?

Probably not, maam.

Now, another question. Do you love Pledge Kathleen? Do you know what you 
feel for her?

II dont know, maam. If you want me to be honest, I dont really know what I 
feel for her. I meanI feel something for herbut I dont know what, not 
really

What about her? Do you know what she feels towards you?

Shes in love with me, maam.

Alrightthats what I thought. At least youre being honest with me and thatll 
make this a bit easier. 

Tracy took a deep breath and continued: Pledge Lisa, Im about to do something, 
that if you tell anyone, is going to get both of us kicked out of the sorority. I have 
to do it, because you need to understand what youve just gotten yourself into and 
how I expect you to handle it. I need to talk to you about Pledge Kathleen. Get up 
off your knees and sit in that chair. For a few minutes well put the pledging stuff 
aside.

Yes, maam. 

Lisa sat in the chair opposite Tracy. The Pledge Mistress, meanwhile, pulled out 
Kathleens folder.

Im gonna guess that you dont know much about Pledge Kathleens past, do 
you?

No maam, not really.

Well, I do. I have her pledge packet and the answers to the questions about her 
life that she put in here. Ive interviewed her and have that information in here as 
well. But Im also a psychology major, so I know a lot more about her than she 
realizes, and probably some things she doesnt know about herself.

Tracy paused to let her last comment sink in and continued.

Pledge Kathleen had a pretty rotten time in high school. Her life really sucked 
because she never developed any social skills. She didnt have any friends, and 
whatever boyfriends she had left her as soon as they screwed her. Nothing she 
tried ever worked out, and she considered herself the laughing stock of the school. 
She did participate in track, but even that didnt help her social situation any. She 
never went to any parties or dances, and her experiences with guys left her totally 
bitter. She even got stood up for the Senior Prom. The point is, none of her 
classmates ever treated her decently, and she could never figure out why.

Well, maam, I kinda had the same thing when I was in school

No, you didnt. Not like Pledge Kathleen. You had a boyfriend, and from what 
youve told us your senior year was OK. Pledge Kathleens senior year was not 
OK. Her life never got any better. Yours did.

Yes, maam. I spose my senior year, at least, wasnt so bad

Anyhow, my reading of her situation is that Pledge Kathleen joined the Four-
Betas for two reasons. First, shes going to go nuts if she cant become part of a 
social group, have normal human interaction, and be accepted as part of 
something larger than herself. Our sorority is so different from anything shes 
used to that shes hoping we might be able to fill that need in her life. Second, she 
totally hates herself and wants to change who she is. Shes with us because she 
needs to make a break with her past.

The point is that right now shes scared, stressed out, starved for affection, and 
has very low self-esteem. Shes got no self-confidence whatsoever, and so, guess 
what? Its inevitable, especially in a situation as stressful as what you guys are 
dealing with, that a person with her psychological makeup is going to become 
emotionally dependent on another person. I knew, when we took her in, thats 
what was gonna happen. I figured shed focus on either me or Sergeant-at-Arms 
Heather. Had it been one of us, we were prepared to deal with it. Instead, youve 
just selected yourself.

ButI meanI

Let me continue. I want you to understand that youve taken on something much 
bigger than you realize, because youve just made yourself the focus of all her 
emotional needs. Pledge Kathleen is very fragile psychologically and because of 
that you have a very serious commitment on your hands.

Butmaamhow do you know

Simple, because Ive studied it. There are several technical names for her 
situation, but basically what Pledge Kathleen has is a condition called non-verbal 
communication disorder. Her brain is not wired like an average persons brain, 
because the only way she can learn things is through rote-memory. The nuances 
of non-verbal communication and body language are not something shes capable 
of picking up. She wont understand anything unless you actually tell it to her or 
she reads it. A person like Pledge Kathleen does just fine in class, because our 
educational system relies on rote-memorization. They tend not to do so well in 
real life.

Her brains reliance on rote-memory is the reason she had such a miserable time 
in high school, because she never developed any social skills. Her condition went 
undiagnosed and she did not get the counseling and training she needed to lead a 
normal life as a teenager. It is possible for someone like her to have a normal 
social life, but they have to be taught certain things that the rest of us simply pick 
up on our own. She never got that training, so the only thing she took away from 
high school was a bunch of rejections and traumatic memories.

ButI didnt mean toI meanthings between us just kinda happened

Its not really your fault, Pledge, and Im not blaming you. Unless youve 
studied psychology or psychiatry, theres no way youre gonna know. But the 
point is; Im committed to pulling Pledge Kathleen out of the rut shes fallen into, 
and now youre committed to helping me. She needs to feel that she belongs and 
that someone truly cares about her. If we can get her to successfully pledge and be 
accepted into the sorority, thatll go a long way to helping her overcome all the 
rejection she suffered in high school. Thats another thing. In spite of whatever I 
might say to her at the moment, I have every intention that she will complete the 
pledge program and join the sorority. But thats a secret between you and me. 
You are not to tell her what I just told you.

No, maam. I wont say anything. You have my word on that.

Thanks. Pledge Kathleen will need lots of attention, affection, and emotional 
support to get through the summer and that supports gonna have to come from 
you. I cant really provide it because of my duty as pledge mistress. You can, 
because youre her lover. Im holding you responsible to keeping her happy and 
motivated. Its important, because the future of her life will be determined by 
what happens to her over the next three months.

Yes, maam.

Theres something else. You and I did not have this conversation. Ive broken a 
bunch of rules by having you in here, talking to you like normal person, and 
discussing someone elses confidential information. Ive just put a lot of trust in 
you. You understand that, right?

Yes maam.

PLEDGE, STAND UP!

Lisa quickly rose to her feet and stood at attention.

You are dismissed, Pledge. Wake up the others and have them out by the pool 
area for upper body PT. Bring your shoes and a towel. You wont need your PT 
uniforms.

Yes, maam!

With that Tracy headed for the front door. As she passed the doorway she put on 
her cap. She struck a very imposing figure as she crisply walked down the 
driveway in her military uniform. She got into a car with three other Reservists 
and they drove off.

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Lisa went back downstairs. She looked at her three companions, but was reluctant 
to get them up. She took a closer look at Kathleen's sleeping face, which looked 
younger and much more relaxed now that she was asleep. 

She's my responsibility, thought Lisa to herself. She's my problem and I'm the one 
who's got to take care of her. What the fuck have I gotten myself into?

She pushed that thought aside and brushed her lover's cheek to wake her up. She 
then woke up Bernadette and Cherine. The women took turns using the toilet and 
put on their shoes. A minute later they were lined up in that back yard ready to 
exercise with the sophomores.
 

